Moving On, But I Can't Let Go

by ACBelsky

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In The Meantime by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 G ' ' D | A | ' | D A In the meantime I'll be waiting, G D ' ' A | Though the dust has barely settled. G D A | ' The rain upon my window lingers on. | D A It may seem like a different lifetime, G D ' ' A | A whole new direction. G A D | | A whole new direction now that you're gone. A In the meantime I'll be hoping G D ' ' A | That it doesn't last forever, G D A | ' This ever lasting feeling I'm alone. | D A There's a greenlight if I'm patient G D ' ' A | At every intersection, G A D | ' ' ' A | And every intersection faces home. G A D G ' ' D I picture every moment from sunrise to the end of the day G A D | ' ' ' A | Eating me the same way its eating at me now. G A D A G It isn't my decision if I can break to start it up again. D G D A | ' I would start it up again if I knew how. D A In the meantime I'll be waiting. G D ' ' A | Maybe time will do some healing G D A | ' To fill this empty heart, and this empty hand. | D A And its between my lamentations, G D ' ' A My broken dreams discarded, | G A D | ' ' ' A | The memory you left me I don't understand. G A D | A G | D The memory you left me in the meantime.
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Could We Ever Stay Together by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 A | B7 | E B7 E B7 I'm not sure. I don't know. A B7 A B7 Could we ever stay together? Were we made for one another? E B7 E B7 I've endured. Tried to grow. A B7 A B7 But we never stay together. Always hurting one another. A B7 E A I'm aware I have told you, so many times I know, B7 E There's no way I'd ever let you go. A B7 E B A I'm still here, I'm not complaining, but its weighing on my mind, B7 Playing on my mind like its the radio. E B7 E B7 Hide my tears. Make my show. A B7 E | A B7 | Could we ever stay together? I don't know. E | B7 | E | B7 | A B7 A B7 But we never stay together. Always hurting one another. A B7 E A I can't tell if you believe me, or going with the flow, B7 E When I talk about the changes we undergo. A B7 E B A I'm not clear if you're pretending or its what I want to hear, B7 When I help you dry your tears as tears overflow. E B7 E B7 Gave my heart long ago. A B7 E | A B7 | Could we ever stay together? I don't know. A B7 E | B7 | E Could we ever stay together? I don't know.
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Moving On, But I Can't Let Go by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 D | E ' D E | A | | D E D Moving on, but I can't let go. Something I ought-a know. A E D E A D E But I can't let go. Takes too long, 'cuz I can't let go. D A E E7 A D May be happening slow, but I can't let go. I don't sleep A E A E D I pace my floors. Am I even awake? I'm not even sure. A D A E | ' ' ' A | D | Take my time. I can't take anymore. A E D E A D E I can't take anymore. Shake my leg. Touch my toes. A D E D E A | ' ' D E | I'm moving on, but I can't let go. A | ' ' ' D | E | ' ' ' A | D | ' ' ' A | E | D E A D E I'm still strong, back in the flow D A E E7 A D Maybe taking a blow. I can't let go. I don't cry A E A E D And I don't complain. Stay out of the heat. Don't walk in the rain. A D A E | ' ' ' A | D | When I place my bets, I put 'em down on me. A E D E A D E Put it down on me. I can wheel my arm. I can make my throw. A D E D E A | ' ' D E | I'm moving on, but I can't let go. E7 D A I kept that picture. I could make a better choice. E7 D E | ' ' I saved those messages to listen to that voice. D E A D E I can't go back, and I won't lay low. A D E D E A | ' ' D E | A | ' ' ' D | E I'm moving on, but I can't let go. D E D E A | ' ' D E | I'm moving on, but I can't let go. A | ' ' ' D | E | ' ' ' A | D | E ' D E | D | E ' D E | [FADE]
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Does It Ever Change by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 Dm | Bb C | F | Bb C | F C Dm Bb Same head of hair, a little grey around the temples. F C Bb | ' ' ' C | A different stare from a different set of eyes. F C Dm Bb And I'm headed back to what never gets forgotten. Am Bb C | | It hides around my neck from the inside. Bb C F C Bb Now looking back it fades to black, its hard to remember. C Dm | ' ' ' C | What lurks in the past may be going for the ride. Bb C Am Bb And I don't want to know if I'm the same, I may not like the answer. Dm Bb C | | Does it ever change when it happens on the inside. F C Dm Bb Pull down my mask, button up my cuffs, unforgiven and denied. Dm Bb C F | Bb C | Does it ever change when it happens on the inside. F | C | Dm | Bb | Dm | Bb | C | | Bb C Am Bb I don't need to ask, there's nothing left, but saying that I'm sorry. Dm Bb C | | Open up my chest, arms open wide. F C Dm Bb Pull up my socks. Close up my shoes laced and polished. Dm Bb C F | Bb C | Does it ever change when it happens on the inside. F | C | Dm | Bb | Dm Bb C F | Bb C | F Does it ever change when it happens on the inside.
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I Won't Be The Last by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 G | C | G | | D I'm not going back. Moving along. C G Making my plans. See you tomorrow. D Keeping my head. Washing my hands. C G Leaving the mess. The hurting and sorrow. CHORUS C D Wherever it lands. Wherever its cast. G D C | I won't be the first. I won't be the last. | G | C | G | | No, I won't be the last. D There in the past. There by the road. C G I laid down the load, a satchel of trouble. D Made up my mind to free up my back, C G To open my arms. Leave my bubble. [CHORUS] | G | C | G | | No, I won't be the last. D C There are mem'ries. There are pictures. There are street signs. G D | | There are names. And then there's change. C D G | C | G | | And there's ways to moving on without taking all the blame. G | | D | | C | | G | | D Making my throw. Shooting a line. C G However it goes. I'll take the chances. [CHORUS] | G | C G | ' I won't be the last. No, I won't be the last.
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Don't Know How by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 Am | | F | | G | | | | C | | F | | C | | F | | I might be making my own bed. I might be doing things instead. G | | F | | G | | F | | Instead of staring up a hill. Instead of dreaming that I will. C | | F | | C | | F | | I could be making my own strides. I could working on the inside. G | | F | | | C | | | | And I might make it happen now, but I don't know how. G | | C | | If there's a secret won't you tell me, F | | C | | 'Cuz I'd really like to know. G | | C | | Is there an answer you could sell me F | | G | | To cutting loose and letting go. C | | F | | C | F | C | | I might make it happen now, but I don't know how. Am | | F | | C | | | | I've resigned myself. Where I'm planted I will grow. Am | | F | | G | | | | Its little comfort in believing in the things I didn't know. C | | F | | C | | F | | G | | F | | G | F | | I might make it happen now, but I don't know how. C | | F | | C | | F | | I might be an engineer. I could be hiding it in here, G | | F | | | C | | | | Somewhere closer to my chest, my very best. G | | C | | Its so easy when you say it, F | | C | | That I'm doing the best I can. G | | C | | There's no question when you weigh it, F | | G | | And the devil plays an empty hand. C | | F | | C | F | C | | I might make it happen now, but I don't know how. C | | F | | C | I might make it happen now, but I don't know how. F | C | F | C | F | C | ' ' F C | I don't know how. I don't know how. I don't know how.
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The Lines Are Blurred by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 A | B | E | | | ' | | B C#m G#m I am alone. I am shaken as I make my final testimony, A B E | B Cede the final verdict at my close. | E B C#m G#m I would prefer to use the levity I practice in these moments, A B E | | | ' It appears this moment isn't one of those. | | B C#m G#m I believe in being honest. When there aren't any consequences, A B E | B Makes it even easier to be true. | E B C#m G#m I have learned without forgiveness there's no reason to be honest A B E | | To accomplish all the things I've promised you. A G# C#m A | I'm aware when I am questioned by my father, | B E | ' B | He knows before I say a word. A B G#m C#m But I don't care and I never seem to bother A B | | | | When its just another member of the herd. E B C#m G#m On the other side of truth must be forgiveness, and A B E | ' In any other case the lines are blurred. | A B E | | | | (In any other case the lines are blurred.) E | B | C#m | G#m | A | B | E | ' B | E | B | C#m | G#m | A | B | E | | A G# C#m A | I don't accept the simple arbitrary punishment. | B E | ' B | To my mind, that would be absurd. A B G#m C#m I'm not above a common standard of contrition A B | | | | I impose upon my conscience undeterred. E B C#m G#m On the other side of truth must be forgiveness, and A B E | | A | In any other case the lines are blurred. B E | B | C#m | G#m | A | B | E | | A | B | The lines are blurred. [FADE]
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Purity 03:28
Purity by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 Dm | | | ' | | | | | C | | | ' Let's run the test, see what its made of, | Bb | | | | C | | | ' Measure all the particles, the constituents that make up the whole. | Dm | | | | C | | | ' Read the results, analyse the numbers, | Bb | | | | C | | | ' Make a valuation. Place it in the record. | Am | | Dm | | Bb | | C | ' There's security, immaturity. | Gm | | Bb | | C | | | ' There's obscurity. Comes down to purity. | Am | | Dm | | Bb | | C | | Its the purity. There's really only purity. Gm | | Bb | | C | | | ' That's all it means to me. Question the purity. | Dm | | | | C | | | ' A little bit of this, a little that. | Bb | | | | C | | | | Mix it all together. Take it as you please. Dm | | | ' Purity. | | | | | C | | | ' Let's break it down, a million different pieces. | Bb | | | | C | | | ' Burn away the chaff, worthless articles dissolve and disappear. | Dm | | | | C | | | ' Throw away the mash, hide the copper tubing. | Bb | | | | C | | | ' Pour the silver liquid. Seal the Mason jar. | Am | | Dm | | Bb | | C | ' There's security, immaturity. | Gm | | Bb | | C | | | ' There's obscurity. Comes down to purity. | Am | | Dm | | Bb | | C | | Its the purity. There's really only purity. Gm | | Bb | | C | | | ' That's all it means to me. Question the purity. | Dm | | | | C | | | ' Take it to your lips. Easy going back. | Bb | | | | C | | | | Bites you like a snake. Take it as you please. Dm | | | | Purity.
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I'm Only Joking by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 E | | D | E | A | | | ' | I was joking, a little poking. Trying to be funny. E D E A | | | ' Didn't mean to hurt you way back when. | I didn't mean it the way you seen it. My crazy sense of humor E D E A | | | | Doesn't tell you who I really am. D A | | I'm not sure, but all I hear is laughter. D E B E | | | ' I'm not clear why anybody cares. | A I'm only kidding, a little ribbing, not because you're different, E | | D | E | A | | | | I was joking. So let's be fair. E | | D | E | A | | | | I'm only joking. So let's be fair. A | | | | | | | | E D E A | | | ' Didn't mean to hurt you way back when. | I can't restrain it, but I'll explain it. We can take a private moment. E D E A | | | | Tell you what's so funny if I can. D A | | You could go along. Act as though you like it. D E B E | | | ' You could just pretend you don't really care. | A Its not about you. I'm laughing with you, not because I'm stronger. E | | D | E | A | | | | I was joking. So let's be fair. E | | D | E | A | | | | I'm only joking. So let's be fair. B E D E | ' If I really thought he'd choke her, I'd bust my way in there. | A I'm only kidding, a little ribbing, not because you're different, E | | D | E | A | | | | I was joking. So let's be fair. E | | D | E | A | | | | I'm only joking. So let's be fair.
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To Offer You Some Comfort by Adam Belsky, all rights reserved 2018 G A | D Em7 If I could be with you G D To help you with your troubles, Em7 A | | To take a turn at worry, and let you rest. G Em7 Bm G Nothing good is easy, only how I love you, Em7 A | ' ' G A | And oh how I love you with all my best. D Em7 G D If I could be with you, listen to your story, Em7 A | D | G A | To offer you some comfort. D Em7 It isn't all that far. G D I can be there in the morning, Em7 A | | Open up your windows to the breathe the air. G Em7 Bm G I can bring a blanket if you don't like it chilly. Em7 A | ' ' G A | I can brew some coffee. Let it sit there. D Em7 G D If I could be with you, listen to your story, Em7 A | D | G A | To offer you some comfort. Em7 F#m G D ' ' A | The distance may be long, but I can use the travel, F# Bm Em7 A | ' ' G A | And I don't need a compass to send me on my way. D Em7 G D If I could be with you to help you with your troubles Em7 A | D | G A | To take a turn at worry. D Em7 G D If I could be with you, listen to your story, Em7 A | D | G A | D To offer you some comfort.

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